its new year`s eve! its new year`s eve!

as promised, let`s take a ride down memory lane of 2oo5 ((:

i don`t know about you guys, but 2oo5 had been a great year for me. firstly, i retook my Os. i know it didn`t sound great but hell i met lotsa marvellous peeps. so, many thanks especially to airell, rod, shirley, meiqi, beng, martin, stress, "mongolia" hong wei, radz, yazid and the rest of the penciltutor peeps*theres just too many of you lahh ((: you guys are greatly missed!!

and of course, my colleagues from pet safari!! woah woah woah. you guys are simply awesome. fel, thanks for all your golden teachings and taking care of me like your own. i`m deeply appreciated. von, those late night journey back home from plasma, jokes we shared and bumper`s accident, thank you!! haha. you`re just like a big sister to me!! xian, stop hitting me and i will be very grateful to you =X haha. nah. i think i prefer the xian i know. the one full of energy and loud laughter ;)) ai jin, yes i might not know you as long as all 3 of `em, but you`re the one that laughs at most of my damn bad jokes. i salute you!! haha.

then, the competition we trained for almost a year, ABC123!! tough times we've been through eh? but i know i brought back some great memories. from people whispering behind our backs saying we`re very rough, or rather, tough ((: to being chao ta-ed and getting 3rd place, MADNESS!! thank you guys for making all these possible!! we are truly a team. and i`m proud of it ((:

joys, alvin, chee, hx, sharon, meow, mic, pei, zhen, steph, mh and all of the 2e8s and 4e10s, though 2oo5 we didn`t spend as much time as before, you guys still remain dearly in my heart.

well, 2oo5 ain`t really perfect for me either. losing Shay was one of `em. i can vividly remember the day when i found him missing. it was a terror. i know you`re out there somewhere. come back. and besides this, thanks to the bloody mosquito, i got dengue. those eeky medicines, crazy injections, tongue-suffering food, i couldn`t wish for more than for you to be dead. revenge is sweet.

not forgetting, my mates Faith and Jane!! the reason why you guys are here at the bottom is that way before 2oo5, we met, we joked, we cried and we survived from each other till today!! what a 7 years it had been!! it wasn`t easy for a friendship to last till today. and i`m glad we did it AND i`m sure we WILL continue it for the rest of our lives AND i`m sure we WILL ((: my life ain`t complete without you girls. awww. this is for you girls:

We were strangers, starting out on a journey.
Never dreaming, what we`d have to go through.
Now here we are, i`m suddenly standing.
At the beginning with you.
-Richard Marx and Donna Lewis. "At The Beginning"

this will be our song ;))

my awesome cousins, aunts, uncles and gramps. a BIG THANK YOU to you all!! great people whom i can sit back and chat everything and anything under the sun.

lastly, my mum. you are the woman of my life and you will always be. besides teaching me how to walk, speak and write, you cleaned up all those shits i had created!! haha. and thanks to you, spenc, lyn and i are all fine man and woman now!! oh oh!! and i`m sure if sparky speaks, she will thank you too ((:

Lord, i thank you for blessing me with all these magnificent people i had met and for guiding me through all ups and downs. and i can truly say i`m very blessed.


everyone of you are bits of puzzles that made up my life.
it will never be completed without you all.

the time now is 2:03pm and its 29th Dec`05.

and in 3 days time, it will be 2006!! yes, and it WILL BE a good year next year. i`m sure. as i`ve confidence in what the Lord had planned for me ((: oh oh!! and i`ll be doing a reflection on the year 2005 here, in my blog, about the shits i had done and shout-outs to certain people. so keep a lookout, there might just be YOU in here ;))

and just when i was about to go get my lunch just now, the sky starts to pour. how nice. RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!! SHOO. I`M HUNGRY. that explains why i'm here blogging when i should be stuffing myself with food. and you guys must be thinking why don`t i bring an oombrella out to shelter this mooshroom head of mine right? well, we don`t have a single, and i mean not even a tiny bit of any oombrella at home. funky eh?(notice i replaced "u" with "oo")

*growls its just terrible to feel so hungry. like i would never ever wanna die of hunger. its just badd. oh wait, when is it even good to be dead? i mean like we`ll miss all the people we love blah blah blah. that`s why if i got the chance to see my future, i would just turn it down straight. its like i would be so afraid to see the day where i`ll miss everyone i know. its just scary.

i believe the Lord had reasons to bring anyone with Him.
for when there`s death, there will be compassion.
and i have no reason to blame Him.

vodka vodka vodka.
oh mann. i was so wasted yesterday. drank like God-knows how many glasses. and i ended up puking at the back alley. haha. here`s how i look after a few rounds of 5, 10, 15 with Faith;

she`s equally wasted lahh.
luck wasn`t on my side. kept losing to her so i ended up finishing well, almost the whole jug. SHEESH. but besides puking, i really enjoyed myself LOADS. from sitting inside the pub till lying on the back alley and being force to do the bloody M1 chicken dance. oh and a few guys even came out and pee pee at the back alley. one of `em even pee in front of me. gosh.

uh-huh. mama shouldn`t teach their kids to pee pee in public places.
especially when you`re a grown-up.

and for the first-time, i got the taste of being drunk. well, almost drunk. and its just badd lahh. not the kinda thing i would go for. its just awful. plain awful.

be the real you.
never be afraid to show your emotions.
smile like you mean it.

*sniffs.

oh darn. i'm so sick. my nose is filled with unstoppable, kept-dripping, yellow mucus. and my throat`s just equally sore. oh mann. gonna gulp down hundreds of litres of water. and i`m just hoping that i won`t have to suffer like this throughout this whole week. especially when x`mas just around the corner.

okae, i`m not in the mood to blog now. forgive me. i`m just so darn sick.

and to my great friends, if you really wanna cheer me up, buy me the crumpler bag i`m yearning so badly for. and that won`t be a x`mas gift. more like a get-well-soon kinda pressie ((:

filled me up with pressies.
quick quick!

in case you guys are wondering, this is a Dobermann. cool eh?

mann this is my dream dogg. its so cool, bigg, powerful and EVEN COOLER!! i'm so gonna get one of my own next time ((:

oh oh! and i'm gonna get a tatoo next year. no one's stopping me mann. i keep hearing stuffs like "its gonna be on you till you're a saggy old man." what the heck. like as if i don`t know that. DUH. and i couldn`t accept the misconception that having a tatoo means you`re a badd boy. i'm gonna prove it wrong ((:

so looking forward to my cousin's wedding later. oh and the time now is 3:38pm. darn blogger. the time on my previous posts are wrong. i couldn`t set the time cause` that darn date/time thingy at the bottom is gone. SHEESH.

and Faith, i'm going to the gathering lahh. it just doesn`t seem right if i`m not going ((:

damn.

i seriously can`t understand some humans. first, they're already 20+ coming 30, still acting pretty much, CHILDISH. then, they keep playing the same joke over and over again as if its really going to be so ever-funny. what`s worst, they themselves think its THAT funny. is it just me or are they really, CHILDISH?

SHEESH. i mean its ok to play the same joke ONCE IN AWHILE. but heyy, doing it often means IRRITATING. oh right, i forgot. they're SIMPLY too CHILDISH, or should i say IMMATURE to think about that. my boo.

now, in just 2 paragraphs, i actually used the word "CHILDISH" like 3 times. it just simply shows how much i couldn`t bear with people like that. i promise i shall be a good boy and not let these friggin` humans affect me ((:

for i could care less.
i know Lord will guide me through.
i know ((:

at last.

for 17 years of my life, i finally achieved something that outstands me from my mates(or rather, i attained Nirvana from the very start). yes, i'm THAT GREAT. oh. and i'm refering to GREED. or like what my mates call it, giam peng.

well, i'm still learning from my ever giam-pengish master, Alez, who attained the stage i'm in ever since he was born. SHEESH. he beat me flat and hands down mann.

Lord, please don't punish me for commiting the 5th sin. for i resist the temptations of queuing up with the typical kiasu Singaporeans yesterday for the free starbucks drink ((: oh but wait. this way, i had let down my master and my fellow giam peng friends, Jane and Faith.

*sighs. looks like i'm NOT THAT GREAT after all. shucks. its really tough to outstand my mates. especially when they're just so DARN GOOD.

in being giam peng that is ((:
oh i still love you guys.

my nano ((: loved.

take that Annabelle X:

faithy + remy = morons. undeniable.

faithy drooling.

it was awfully fun today. MADNESS. of course, i got myself a nano ((: yay. loved. thanks von for the voucher!! faithy got herself a purse from Esprit. janey still confused over to get Zen Neeon or not. it wasn't supposed to be a shopping trip today. but you know, when you got the money AND you're at a shopping mall with your mates AND theres BIGG discounts at almost every shop, how can you resist the temptations?!

ok. i promise to stop shopping from now till let's say X'mas. does that mean i don't have to get pressies for my mates?? hmm.*scratches my BIGG head. ya i guess so =X

i really wanna get pressies for you guys. i really do ((:

yay.

i finally got my tagboard working. so don't hesitate, start tagging me now (:

*now you guys won't have to miss me so much.

yes, i know i'm loved (:

naughty naughty Sparky.

look at her lying inside the tunnel*or like what they call it, fiddlesticks. awww. but peeps, don't be fooled by her. she's seriously turning into a terror. ever since we got back frm genting, she kinda "stop" eating her pellets*or dry food (: i mean its like we feed her in the night, then normally by the next morning, she would finish all her pellets. but now, its like she HARDLY touch it. guess she got addicted to veggies, hence she rather go on a strike than to eat her pellets.

*hits lightly on her small furry butt (:

oh! and i came across this when i was browsing Yahoo!. "Tom monitors feotus with own sonogram machine." and the next moment, all i know was that i jus can't stop giggling to my com. my dad was jus outside and he was like "what are you laughing at?" in case you guys are also wondering, i was giggling at the word "sonogram". i don't know why but the thing jus came into my mind like "SONOgram". haha!! you know, like S-O-N-O (:

SHEESH.

and for the record, i think i'm being an idiot for that 2 mins giggling at a word. SONOgram.
BAH. make that 3, i giggle for another min while typing that (:

freakin'
i wanna post the pics i took frm genting here. but DAMN. i mean when you insert the photos and wanna type something, the fonts just screwed up. they jus wont change to the font i want!! SHEESH. so i decided. not to post any pics anymore. well, at least for the time being :/

genting was BORING.
there aint much there. unless you're over 21 and want to feel some adrenaline rush at the theme park. BAH. i was left alone when my mum and aunt went to casino. poor me. gotta shop alone )): uh huh. uncool :/. and what's worst is that i only got 2 tees and one mr bean's teddy keyring!! i mean at least i came home not empty-handed but it matters when the journey there's like 6-7 hours!!

i think i've develop some kinda phobia with long bus rides.

oh and rumour has it that the toilet at the hotel room is so small, that you cant stretch your arms wide open. and i'm to clarify that, ITS TRUE. i honestly i cant believe my eyes when i saw the room. its was damn small compared to the other hotels i lived in. oh well, at least i know i'm not gonna visit that place for the next decade :/

naughty Sparky ((:

loo loo sa sa sa, dong dong neh neh.

haha! its a password between me and faith. and yes, they dont mean a single thing. though the last four words do look kinda "dirty". tsk.

ooh i'm so itchy. i've been scratching myself since the start of my computer. BAH. maybe it emits some kinda radiation that itches people.*reminds me of physics. grrr. oh and tell me, that's kinda lame (: itchy bitsy scratchy.

oh and i got to update my passbook tmr. i'm going genting!! yay ((: and its been aeons since i've been there. cant remember how is it like there now. i'm gonna miss Sparky )): and i'm gonna shop till i drop!! *ka-ching!!

how's Singapore gonna be like when i'm gone?? oh i know. they're gonna miss me soooo much ((: right NIGEL??
someone please knock me on my head. i'm cranky.

and i'm lovin' it ((:

i'm bored. very bored.

jus got back from kallang for a captain's ball game. damn tired. got up at 630am this morning. yes, you read it right. 6-3-0 AM. and i cant believe all those efforts i made for my maths paper 2 just went down like that. SHEESH. let's not talk about it. i'll jus fume with flames if i go any further about it. DAMN.

waiting for my hair to dry before i tuck into my bed. the sight of it jus looks so tempting now.*i'm coming beddy!! BAH. that's really lame. oh. chatting with nigel right now. damn crappish. keeps going on and on and on with he's nonsensical rubbish. that guy*sighs. enough said =X.

i wanna watch "sky high".

heard frm my bro that its really nice. oh! and i like chicken little. ha! its like the first chicken that i think its cute. its like so bloody TOOTED(in a good way lahh :)). i miss my bro. he's at aussie now with that NS thingy. and if your reading this Spenc, you better get me a pair of surfer shorts! k i admit. i only want the shorts. but i'm anticipating for he's return. with the shorts that is =X.

shorts shorts shorts.
:))

As promised, here's a photo of our beloved players of ABC123 ,Toy and Chris. say hi!

as i mentioned earlier, yes, they dont look alike in terms of looks. but man do they resembles each other with their actions.

oh and i just finished my maths paper. phew. couldn't say it was difficult. and i hope i didnt make any careless mistakes *cross fingers. now i'm gonna pray hard that paper 2 will be easy :)). chemistry's tomorrow. didnt touch my textbook a bit. not a single bit :/ DARN.

tv's dead. cant watch any shows. i miss x men. i miss my Eggy. jane, repair it for me :))? or maybe you can come my place and broadcast tv shows live :/?

i'm bored.

Meet Eggy!!


so delicious =X saw the green thing above his head?? its actually bitter gourd. i ate one part of it but damn, it cooled down to this hard stinky shit due to the freakin' salty soup courtesy of faith. poor Eggy, we left him there after our meal. i wanted to bring him home!! i swear. but faith "fed" him with raw chicken meat. and yes, he stink pretty bad after that and, we left him, with the pile of meat =X *saw the meat in the background?

i miss Eggy.
oh well =X

bumper.
i seriously had no idea why the font on my earlier post turns out like that. DAMN. might have something to do with the photos i posted i guess :/ oh well. whatever.

went to revise my work just now at BK with nigel. not a single thing got into my brain. BAH. the mood just isnt there. so i ended up sms-ing faith and crap the hell out of us. MADNESS. oh! and i even ended up drawing all those crappish shits on a rough paper. that just shows how boring i am :))

neh neh neh- faith.
sa sa sa- jane.
loo loo loo- me.

told you i was bored. feeling so crappish today. oh, and jane if you're wondering why "sa sa sa" and not "la la la" or "tu tu tu", ask faith. she knows ;)) and BAH, i'm burnt. sunburnt that is. my face's peeling like shit. the colour's so uneven. ARGH. kill me. what's more, i'm seriously hoping i wont suffer frm rheumatism. i know that dumb back muscle is healing, but whenever i sleep at night with the fan on, the next morning my back hurts so much, its like someone scratch your brand new watch!

what a comparison. i shall stop here before i go on saying stupid shits.
ignore me.

same ball. same attire.

top 3 teams of SIM Netball Championship 2005.

3rd!! yay :))

top: toy (coach) and me (captain)
bottom: ron (vice-cap) and marilyn (manager)

oops! i think i prefer the 1st photo :/

oh! i love this one. though not everyone's in it.

van(WA). ling(GA, C). wen(GD). joys(WD, C).

rano in the middle.

van. ling. wen.

finally, the TEAM.
i really shouldn't be saying this but, our group name's ABC123. courtesy of wen and joys. oh well, but we still got 3rd place :)) against some national players alright. so i think we did a great job. oh and we got a $50 voucher for Haagen Daz. though we really wanted the $150 voucher for Swesens :/ were so famished, burnt and tired after the carnival. so we went straight down to Bishan for Long John Silvers and... Haagen Daz for dessert!! *yums.

good Lord.
my com broke down for days and its finally repaired. BLOG! sheesh. the last time i blog was like days back?? i know you guys miss me :)). i really do.

carnival's this Saturday!! damn nervous. my back still hurts now and then though. hope i can play well for the team and not disgrace them :x. oh! and i went queensway today with ron. damn. saw this le coq sportiff bag. love it! gotta grab it this friday!! wait for me bag!!

oh oh! Sparky's getting fatter. i'm gonna show you guys the proof that my mum's been secretly feeding her lots of veggies when i'm away. bad bad mummy.

but i love her anyway :)).

oh oh oh! and i got new trainers. its Nike Free. just that its the different version. i'm just excited about the carnival and the bag. ignore me.

no mood to blog now.
my legs are like super wobbly after trg. what a word. "wobbly" :)) and kinda tired lahh. ok, maybe i exaggerate a lil'. its not super wobbly. jus "wobbly". ok, maybe not "wobbly", jus plain lazy to move.

people.
i seriously think my blog's getting a lil' too boring. damn. no photos :(( returned the cam to peiling, thus no photos to post. grrr. hate it.

ladies and gents.
meet christopher. we met while playing captain's ball like a few months ago. ok, so i dun have his photo here but man does he acts like thomas(toy). he's speech, he's movement, he's build, its like they're long lost twins only thing's that they are not alike in terms of looks.*toy, meet your clone :))

told you i'm in no mood.
i'm dead tired.

pooof!
i appeared and i'm here to blog. went to work today. hooch is like crazy the whole day lahh. kept running ard disturbing everyone to pat her. ok, she misses me i guess :)). but the minute she saw adrian when he arrives in the late noon, she's like super duper crazy. like as if she met her prince charming. uh-huh. that's so uncool hooch. naughty naughty. he belongs to von already :)).

booze.
drank 1 and a half mug. my eyes were like so bloodshot already. haven been drinking for like months. so the minute i touch it, i was like eewww. the "sensation", or so you call it, wasn't there. damn. i'm such a weak alcoholic :/. gotta finish this shit quick and i'm going to bed.

tomorrow.
going town!! finally. i've been dreading it since like last week. ok, cant wait to sleep now.*gobble down a bigg bowl of banana nut crunch cereal.

pooof!
and i disappeared :)).

ok.
i know the title of that robbie williams song!! its "tripping". when i first heard the title on the radio, the first thing that comes to my mind is that amerie song. think its called "1 thing". right :x? that song's like so hilarious lahh. like eh?? whatever. oh, jus came back frm shopping today. with my mum that is.

great.
preparing for the carnival. ok, i know its a little early lahh but i hardly got time off frm studies and work. so hell yea i gotta shop when i'm free!! bought a pair of NIKE shorts frm queensway. darn cheap and nice. towel frm ikea. DARN CHEAPER!! its on sale, that's why :)). then off to causeway point. bought boxers and ankle socks. my dad washed all my socks till they're loosen. arrghh. and TWINKLE TOES torn too. i'm so gonna do my own laundry.

time.
i'm still waiting for time off to get my ass down town. get NIKE FREE that is. any volunteers ;))?

i'm the "BIGG BLACK SHEEP".
joys's the "BEAUTIFUL CHICKEN".
rl's the "CLUMSY GIRAFFE".
marilyn's the "LAMBISH MUTTON".

damn. finally.
blogger was freakin' messed up the other time. hence couldnt post any blog. i know, you guys miss me :)). ok, stop nodding you heads agree-ing what i just said. as you guys are reading this, i'm scratching my blockhead thinking of what to post. oh!! i'm looking for that robbie williams song. didnt know the title though. but its playing in 98.7 recently. any kind souls :))?

busy busy.
studying for prelims that is. think i'll flung maths. my mind jus went blank went i saw the paper. not that its difficult, jus that i forgot all the formulas. GEEESS. oh well, its over. jus gonna work real hard for Os. oh!! now i remembered. i'm still looking for that black leather sling bag. saw a brown one at projectshop. but von said it sounds gay-ish when i described it to her. great. now i'll hafta look all over for another nice one. any kind souls AGAIN to help me find one :))? if possible, GET ONE FOR ME :))?

ok, seriously blank right now. think i shall stop here before i add some real lame craps inside.
i want to sleep.

=)).
training on thurs. was super D-A-N-G. the "1 dollars" didnt come!! damn them. we were like all set and ready for them but they didnt turn up. maybe they didnt dare to turn up. cos we beat them like shit the other time. ya. i think they're scared. scaredy cats =/. oh and stories frm rano after training. BAH. that guy by the name of del(i think), he's ahem, not very good-looking lahh. nor does he look decent. forget him rano. i know you will =)).

wedding bells.
yeap. aunt nikki got engaged!! the scene when they wear the rings on one another was hilarious lahh. ha! think KT and her were super nervous. suddenly got mixed up with left and right. oh!! and jocie and i made this "card" for her. it was a last min decision lahh. cant think of what to give her so we made it, in front of everyone in Takashimaya!! ok, so we publicise a little. but it was madness fun =)).

crazy dogg.
wonder if its rabies-infected. gosh. it bit the whole arm of xian and my hand when i tried to grab it as the muzzle falls off. it was like biting in random mode. bites aything that touches it. and max, realised that he's gone. was quite sad and happy when fel said he's adopted. i mean he finally got a home that loves him but it also mean that we cant see him so often. work work work. i love my job.

congrats aunt nikki and uncle KT!!
lovely =)).

kill me.
SHUCKS. cut my hair today. damn its ugly. didnt know that the lady cut my back till its so short. i think i look more like a girl now. felt so disgusted everytime i saw my own reflection. its the first time i hate myself so much. masochist =X.

YES.
Sparky's gonna be on the HRSS calender!! cant wait to see how is it gonna turn out. but funny thing is, the people of HRSS thinks i'm showing off that Sparky's on it. ?!?!?! what's there to show off in the first place? i know they didnt mean it but seriously, what's there to show off?? and guys, please feel free to go down on 1st Oct to Youth Park cos there's going to be a HRSS event there. please support them by getting some stuffs like postcards, rabbit toys, posters and if possible, adopt a rabbit!!

pretty please with a cherry on top??

*reaching for my cup of milk.
slurps. hmm. i loOve milk. i think i'm OBSESSED with it. have to drink it at least once everyday. and i like to make this "milk moustache" and pretend i'm shooting the "got milk?" ad cos' only famous people got to do that. yes, that's me =)). I WANT FAME!!

thursday.
enjoyed training on that day. got to trash all those trashy people. damn. was so pissed with one of the player. she literally said to her opponents*who are her friends too, that they'll meet in finals, that is if they beat us. but hell WE BEAT THEM!! every single one of them. now i think we are ready for the carnival*feels proud. and i think i sprain my back. OLD MAN =((.

friday.
WORKING. damn am i tired that day. got to shave some of the dogs and do basic also. but was so happy that day. dont know why =)).

saturday.
chinatown. not my place to be but accompany my mum, my aunt and Jocie. was so pissed with the weather. HOT!! gotta settle for ice cream at Mac's. but that place was B-O-R-I-N-G for people our age*duh~. the only time i enjoyed was actually trying out different sunglasses in the shopping mall with Jocie and during Mac's. notice that both happened in air-conditioned place??

fun!
today's work was awfully fun. only von, ai chin and me. though its only the 3 of us, i think we enjoyed every moment. we crapped like nobody's business and hell was there not many customer =)). tried to "hack" the useless washing machine. it was spitting foam out and only limit to a number of towels. little number of towels that is. Huixian(Safari), if you're reading this, you look good in that uniform!!*rolls eye. BAH. what the fish. i actually summarise events for the past few days in this single blog.

i couldnt say i'm feeling good.
cos' i tried not to think of bad thoughts.
i'm not dumb.

yesterday night.
was hogging onto the phone talking to Faith and Jane. was super interesting cos' its been quite awhile since we've last chat. throughout the conference, we're jus crapping and crapping and MORE CRAPPING. i think this is what you call true friends lahh. you know, you can talk everything or anything under the sun*for this case, its under the stars lahh =x. k. see? crap. i think my blog jus became one of my friend ;)).

playing in the box:: Ghetto Gospel.

after Jane hung up, Faith and i had some serious talk. "how do you define love?" well, i think its something that jus comes, develops and goes. its something you must understand and be prepared when you pick it up. jus like your pet. you kept it for years and developed some feelings with it. then, you'll felt as if you can connect with it though it cant talk. when it moves on, you'll felt a deep stab into your heart. see? it jus comes, develops and goes.

THE TROUBLE WITH LOVE IS.

FUCKED UP.
DON'T ASK.

gees.
i was flipping through the papers today and realised that one of my school-mate had passed away. he went out fishing with his uncle when it happened. i was like reading the sub-heading of the papers when i saw his name. and at first, i was thinking "could it be him?" but then you know, you wouldn't think that such shitty stuffs would happen right? but damn was i wrong. i flipped to the next page and there his photo was.

super shocked.

its like though he wasn't close to me, but we do greet each other when we saw the other on the streets. and what's actually "scary" was that you would think he's just this friend of yours, say "hi" on the streets and that's it. but you wouldn't think that stuffs like this could had happened to him. and when it happened, you would think "oh gosh, why him?". i still couldnt believe it and felt sad cos' he's this happy-go-lucky kinda guy with no worries.

shocking day.

alright, let's set this aside for a moment. and besides this, i was also shocked to see that Felicity Huffman had won the Best Comedy Actress Award. not that i wasn't cheering for her, but i thought it was gonna be Teri Hatcher since even the papers had predicted her to win. oh what the heck, still it belongs to Desperate Housewives eh? oh and i'm happy that Lost got the Best Drama Series Award*or something lahh. partly because i didnt know the other nominations well =x and i do catch the show once in awhile*got kinda tired of guessing what monster it is.

MAY GOD BLESS ISKANDAR.
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED.
PEACE BRO.

thinking.
how long is it since i last post? VERY LONG =x. but heyy, its been the same thing day after day EVERYDAY. damn. hate it. oh and i returned the digi cam to Peiling. no taking of photos anymore!! HOW BAD CAN THIS LIFE BE?!?! its so sucky lahh.

surprised.
by how this person i thought to be not-so-close to me but yet we have so many stuffs to talk about. and we haven meet up for quite awhile! but it was cool lahh =)). and yesterday's trg was great. ran LOADS. and i mean LOADS. its like we haven trained like this for quite sometime and ouch, my toe hurts, YET AGAIN =P. i should have wore my lucky socks. TWINKLE TOES!! and i seriously need a new pair of track shoes. i tore my previous one!! see? i train HARD.

NIKE FREE. wait for me.

and freaking Chihuahua. bit me when i'm trimming its nails. especially when i didnt bleed her. oh and today's journey back was a horror from hell. this guy sitting beside me stink like fuck! i thought i should be the stinky one cos i clean poo and pee during work!! i also gotta bathe stinky dogs and they always wet me like pee. but i met my opponent. he smelled like those sweaty bastards after work. worst still, he's wearing this long sleeve, thick material kinda top. i think he's top absorb all his sweat causing a stench frm him. i was also wondering whether did he wash that top. well, he might use it as a sweater or something*eEwww. remind me not.

bring a deodorant mann.
a guy still needs to look after his image after all.

uh huh.
bigg stinko.

ALL IN.
say after me Huixian(YSS), MI CHENG LIAN!! ok. lame. its adapted frm this show when we're in secondary skoo'. it was until today when we remembered. laughed like nobody's business. and finally, we trained for the tournament!! it was good work-out today lahh. all the running and drills*not much drills thou =X. but yea, jus wanna make it a fun one. cos it has been quite sometime since we last trained.

i realised something.

of all people i knew, i trusted some. those that i think are genuine enough to be my frens. i won't mention names. but some of these people i trusted, they disappoint me damn bad. REAL BAD. sighs. i thought i saw something in them, something good, but man was i wrong. BAM!! NEXT!!

no wonder they say.

trust a few, fear the rest.
*its frm X Men lahh =X.

CHOMPS.
having dinner right now. was super busy the whole of today. woke up at 8am for skoo'. then rushed down to Simei for work at 1130am. worked till 7pm and took the usual long bus ride home. the bus ride's like never-ending. i felt like i've slept for one whole night and it's still on the highway. and i think i stink like shit. having to bathe 4 dogs when one's a golden retriever. and he wet me like pee.

damn it.

secrets have been hiding frm me but i don't give a damn now. i mean i just wanna be me, do the things i like and why worry abt small shit stuffs like these? it will jus add on the stress given to me in skoo'.*reminds me of what Huixian asked me "why are you so carefree?". well, you got your answer now ;)).

"guy or girl?"

everyone in Plasma seems to ask me this qn. aint it obvious?? PEOPLE, GET YOUR EYES CHECK!! i just got long hair and you think i'm a girl? gees, so guys who got moustaches are your dad*adapted frm Huixian. but then, it only happens at Plasma. so i guess its the lighthing lahh.

perhaps i should jus snip off my ends.
its really long.
and i'm plain lazy to style it.

so its not gonna be very short either =)).

BAH.
the train journey back. "next stop jurong east interchange". naughty von. naughty xian. naughty me. naughty us. even the uncle in front was so "shy"*or should i say HORNY =xX. well, we were talking about the "birds and the bees" yesterday when von did the*ahem action and movement. xian still craves for food though she said she wanna save $$. i buy you orange next time k =))?

tick tock tick tock.

times flies eh? Sparky's turning a good'ol 4 years next year, i worked closed to half a year at Simei and i'm turning 18 on the next 31st March!! cant wait to see how next year turn out. hope its a good one!!

i want my birthday cake.
cheesecake that its.

pamper me =)).

angelina jolie's lips. nice =)).

sunday morning.

early morning i should say. haven updated my blog for quite awhile. so here i am =)). friday was great. went back to skoo' to visit my ex-teachs though teacher's day's on thurs =X. had a long great chat with ms ng and loads of secrets revealed from Huixian*its YSS's Huixian. quick! beg me to spill out the secrets to you guys =xX. then met up with the groomers for a night-out at Plasma. was planning to go for a movie actually but none of us could decide what to watch. and the consequences, its to go Plasma*dang~.

we gotta save $$ guys.

no cab. no frequent night-outs. no fancy feasts. no hardcore liqour. no nothing guys!! its all about $$ now*but i love the cheesecake though. slurps. now sending photos to von. we took alot at Plasma. 46 in total. *gees. oh and von, thanks for the Courts voucher!! lalala. Zen Neeon, here i come!! Yippy =))

gotta work tmr.
and i'm beat.
*i love my pillow =)).

Lord, enlighten my frens =)).

confused.
by the way Huixian taught me how to download new blog skins and what my frens are exactly doing. ok, for the blog skin stuff, i kinda get a lil' hang out of it but still not quite sure. not a computer genius lahh =)). and frens, gees, cant stand them. first, they were the one who asked me whether if i'm going back to skoo' today to visit the teachs. then when i sms them today, none of them replied except for 2. Chee replied asking if i'm going. hello??? i'm asking you that and you replied me the same qn?? WHAT THE FUCK?? and joys replied too. but at least she's clear. she told me she's sick ytd and might not be going. and during lunchtime, she called and asked if i'm in skoo'.

OF COURSE I DIDNT GO. i'm not dumb you know.

hate it when people didnt make themselves clear. especially when i'm waiting for their "oh-so-busy" schedule to be cleared*reminds me of trg. ARGH!! darn it. come to think of it, i'm doing everything for them when it comes to organising stuffs!! maybe i should start reading the bible about forgive and forget.

damn.
i'm so PISSED with these people.

tensed.
again, was going through the hectic lifestyles on saturday and sunday. yet, so many things had happened. it was usual on saturday. went for work in the morning but this time, fel wasn't there. she went to a holiday trip at KL with Julian and Victoria. thought it was going to be a very "free" saturday as the appts made are so "not alot". and we even thought of going outside bringing business in*dang. but slowly, people start coming in and then, we had 14 dogs in total for that day!! its quite ok lahh. but still, wasn't quite enough either. after work, we went town to collect von's phone which was sent for servicing at centrepoint. we were craving for ice-cream, cakes and all the junkies so, we headed down to Swesen's for yeap, JUNKIES!! i have this weakness for chocolates. so i ordered Frosted Chocolate Malt.*yums

oOO. Chocolates.*slurps

sunday wasn't a good start for me. meet von and pick-up dogs needed for grooming before heading to urban. got this 2 pomeranians. damn cute. by the name of Bumper and "Bimpi"*hope i didn't spell wrongly. we reached urban and headed straight down to do grooming for the dogs. i started with Bumper by doing the basic. then "Bimpi" and so on. finished bathing Bumper when something extremely terrible happened. He leapt of the table to get to another table where "Bimpi" was at*probably cos' he saw von grooming he's girl. then, he couldnt't reach it and fell to the ground instead. he looked as if he had twisted he's neck and my mind went BLANK. we rushed to the vet down the road and the vet gave him stuffs like antibiotics, vitamin C and lots of jabs. to summarise, the vet says he jus went into shock*thank God he didnt sprained his neck or something. and would be fine if he was kept there for awhile under observations. i wasn't feeling too good. partly because its kinda like my fault. sighs. my salary jus went like tt*snaps my fingers.

he recovered. and SCARE the hell out of us.

went to little india later. i wouldn't step into that place again. people are like leaning so close to us, staring at us as if we were aliens and obvious, ALL ARE INDIANS!! the place had this stench too. gees. not being racist or anything. but does anyone clean up that place?? "foraging" the area through "total darkness" cos' everyone's standing so closely doing, apparently nothing, and we finally reached the restaurant we've been looking. the food's not bad there but the way they handle the restaurant, enough said.

not being racist lahh.
just that "WHY".

never understand and never will.
I'm BADD.

*wishy washy.
clean up sparky's litter today*boo hoo. it sure stinks. listened to KK and bought the disinfectant too. hope she doesnt poo poo everywhere the whole night now. sighs. wonder if i should cancel trg*AGAIN!! cos' its like everyone's starting to "slag" big time.

*getting really fed up for being too GOOD.

people really take things for granted i think. imagine if i don't bother to sms pple telling them there's trg. will they all start blaming me asking "why isnt there any trg??". ha! maybe i shouldn't even care abt this tournament after all. the commitment and spirit aint there. pple starts leaving the team without good reasons.

GEES.
SO FUCKED UP.
AND IT AINT GOOD.

told ya i'm BADD.

tsk.
another one of those days. boring, lifeless, usual and yet hectic. stayed at mum's place last night. sis bought this CK one perfume for me. actually, its more like she helped me to buy it. cos' i gotta pay her back and she gave me a discount =)). and gave Sparky this ratten(or willow) kinda "container" lahh. and i put hay inside for her. its kinda like a toy, for her to chew the "container" and also to eat the hay. but when i got up in the morning, she literally throw the whole ratten thing out of the litterbox and hay was everywhere in her playpen!! oh and she always poo poo outside her litterbox now every night. cos' we'll find LOADS of "bombs" she planted every morning everywhere.

naughty Sparky =((.

gotta meet Julius aka jawskie later to collect the fiddlesticks i troubled him to buy for me =)). its for Sparky lahh. then back to yishun, i gotta collect the blanket mum sent to the laundry mann for cleaning. freakin' busy!!

being really GOOD is really tough.
being GOOD is tough.
being BADD,

i think its really GOOD =)).

rainy.
nice weather today. it was all cold and wet. makes me wanna snuggle up onto my bed and have a nap. think i shall do it afta i finished this post =)). took my Os oral yesterday. was dissappointed with the picture part cos' i got nothing much to talk about it*sighs. but yea, its over. so just cross my fingers and pray hard that the passage and conversation went well lahh.

*thinking about my bed.

had a great day at skoo' today. finally get to know more about lin feng, shirley, meiqi, wei lie, a lil' about eric and definitely alot frm yan da. gees, the latter talks ALOT. i really wonder why he got so much to talk about. *someone please shut him up!! and i think the only time he stops talking was when he's eating. but the rest of the time he's jus blabbering away* blah blah blah blah. TOO MUCH, YAN DA!!

*reminds me of the song frm Steps. "Words are not enough" =X

maybe i'm not GOOD all along.
just this irritating criticising bastard.
not forgeting the blockhead i am =)).

*yawns.
wasn't free to post anything on saturday and sunday cos' i was freakin busy lahh. well, saturday morning when to gramp's place for lunch. oh and i'm freakin' pissed with this girl standing next to me in the MRT. i was standing next to her with my back facing her. and when the train suddenly jerk, i lost my footing and stepped onto her foot. then she was like "Ouch!!" and started blinkin the freakin' eyes of hers. Arghh!! was damn pissed with her cos' i said sry and she jus kept showing that attitude! my mum wasn't too happy either. she jus kept saying very loudly in front of everyone in the train "blink, blink, blink, digg your eyes out!!" ha!*i love my mum =)). but that wasn't all, she alighted at Braddell and keep staring at us till she got onto the escalator.

damn. girls nowadays =X *well, not all thou.

then, it was off to my gramp's place for lunch when huixian(safari) called. fel took ova the phone and asked me if i wanna join them for dinner at Holland V. then it was off to simei to meet them. was thinkin' of Plasma when i was eating dinner cos' it was a saturday night, with my usual Plasma khakis, and yes, everything was perfect. guess what? WE DID WHEN DOWN!! dang~ ha! expected it lahh but this time, we're not gonna stay up too late cos von's tired that day.

played "chi goh bah" that night, hilarious!!

right, off to sunday. was working that day. freaking schnauzer by the name of "saber"*ya right!, use he's "saber claws", scratch me when i was helping it to trim it nails!! fuck!!*he lives up to his name mann. got loads of crazy dogs that day lahh. and hate it. then, promised von to help her out at urban cos' she got 4 dogs to groom and it would be super late by then she reached home. ate teochew porridge*nice afta urban.

told ya i'm GOOD =)).
not trying to boast.
but that's me.
GOOD ;))

ok. i'm bored right now lahh.
waiting for shaman king to show on arts central*the first ever anime i seriously watched. its cool lahh, with all those powers and all. i'm a huge cartoon fan esp with X Men!! gosh that show simply rockS. oh and i just read Huixian's blog. yeap, that night was filled with so much fun and laughter. the Changi night ;)) cant believe my own eyes that those were actually men. and remembered vividly this guy, who got on his lorry with 2 other "guys", was being stopped by the police for this check thingy lahh. we were like so happy he was stopped by the police when our taxi passed by. evil you say?? i doubt so. cos' it aint nice for a guy to be doing "that" with a "guy", let alone 2.

badd badd =((. he ought to be disciplined by his mommy.

i'm not discriminating homosexuality. but just wondering what these guys are thinking. they actually "love" trans or are they jus curious about them? or maybe they cant get REAL ladies... *ponders real hard. whatever. its not like i'm gonna find one anyway.

no work tmr. fel said it's going to be quiet and besides, i haven had off on saturdays for a long time =)).

oh s**t, the show's starting soon! i better hurry.
*rushes off to the remote control =))

*claps claps.
after all that info-takin' and scratchin' of my "blockhead" wonderin' what display name is, i'm finally here*phew. it wasn't easy for me at first to actually click that "Blogger" term in Yahoo, especially when i think blogs and bloggers to be "Lame" and time-wastin'(sorry folks, its just what i think =xX). but heyy, i'm here right?? so that makes me "Lame" and time-wastin' as well =)). so now we're EVEN! ha! but first, i gotta say that one of my pals got me into doing this. guess who?? alright, no prizes for those who guessed it right but its Wu Huixian =)). surprised? don't be, cos' she's a wonderful colleague.friend.pal.buddy of mine and she's no doubt the loudest friend i got(i'm so gonna die for this =xX). ok, MAYBE i forgot to add how pretty and amazing she is*kill me now =xX.

well, i think setting this up probably help me kill some time of mine and doin' something good for my friends. "something good for your friends" you guys think?? ha! its to let them have more to surf on the net other than some dirty porn and "virus-filled" webby. i know, thank me and clap for me now =)) *i'm good eh?? other than the "blockhead" i am.

lalala. i tried to lie, but i'm not good at it.
and i'm all GOOD =)).