masquerade; hide your face so the world 

will never find you.

i`m done with the 2000 word essay! -jumps.

all i need to do now is the harvard referencing which, i have

no idea how to.

anyhow, just got back from

ikea with faith and

we got these masks for big potato`s birthday.

masks you ask? well, her

birthday falls on halloween, so yeah, we`ll

be celebrating halloween at

her place as well. carved pumpkins, black candles

and masquerade fun! of course, alcohol!

woots woots!

"flux-ation."

last wednesday was exhibition and

i`m glad everything went

smoothly. but, i`ll be touching up on my mag

i guess, it could be better.

here are ehhren and my works!

now all that is left is the freaking

2000 word essay.

super troupers.

alright, i apologize for not blogging

with photos lately. so

anyway, here they are, the extremely

overdues. enjoy!

club hop: taboo & play

sentosa: overnight stay & tanning

ouh yeah. and i`m sick right now. but, all is

well since my magazine is gonna be done soon!

memoir.

blame me for being so forgetful. i thought

sparky`s death date was the end of this month. but when

i looked back at my archives, i

realised its the

last day of last month. crap.

anyway, i was planning to go vegetarian

on her death date. but since its over, i guess

i can do it any one of these days to

"repay".

its been a year now and i still think about her

constantly. its like she didn`t leave

at all. those days where she would thump her feet, make

growling noises and stay put when

you bring her out.

i miss her...

so very much.

i`m burnt.

i`m burnt! literally! everytime i lie on my bed,

it feels like i`m lying on a bed of needles. but, you know

what they say, "beauty has

a price". and apparently, being vain is my

favourite sin. i like looking good and i feel good when

i look good. so being tanned

to me is, AWESOMEEEE~

and to people out there, i`m fine. really. we`re

good friends and taking things really slowly. thanks for

all your concern. oh and photos will be up soon!

sorry for all the delay!

take these broken wings and

learn to fly.

yeah. its over.

and i`m not okay.

does it even matter anymore?

right now, who am i supposed to be? everyone

seems to see except for me. but who cares anyway?

because when its over, its

all over.

it don`t matter to the sun, whether you go

or stay. no, the sun is gonna rise. still gonna rise.

it`ll shine down another day and there

will be tomorrow, even if you

choose to leave. cause it don`t matter to the sun.

but to me.