_7

if i must name one label in

fashion that i love, it

has to be _julius.

its post-apocalyptic and crazy

draping look

just scream orgasmic!

i couldn`t grab the photos from

the website cause its not

allowed. so i had to resort to taking

screen shots. quality may be a

tad poor.

ugh. looking at these visuals, i can

hear bangkok calling me.

this might sound cliche but,

I WANT TO SHOP TILL I DROP.

literally.

dazed.

since sitting around is not doing

any good, i played around with photoshop

and came up with 5 posters.

/trans

/ether

X

/float

/space odysessy

A3 | collage | digital print.

these were done based on my mood and to

keep my mind off certain stuff. i know,

they are extremely random.

some of them are not finalize just yet

but interested parties, to

get your hands on them, just let me know.

cheers!

the planets bend between us.

its 1.00am. and i`m staring blankly at

the screen. i paused the song

i was listening to, hoping that something will

pop into my head so i can

start typing.

nothing.

nothing is in my head right now.

dad is watching some kung fu

flick outside and the brother

is studying for his upcoming test.

life has been like this for me. always has

been. ever since mom and the

sister moved out that is.

its quiet now. no one hardly talks.

but i`m glad. not happy but, glad. at

least i know i`m safe here.

for 21 years, i`m glad to be able to come

back to a place where i feel safe.

a place where i can wear ugly shorts.

a place where i can sing out loud with my horrendous voice.

a place where i keep my dirty little secrets.

but i want to venture out of this place.

get out of here.

i want to be able to get my own ugly shorts.

i want to sing louder with my horrendous voice.

i want to not keep my dirty little secrets.

my scalp is bleeding. i pressed play

and the music is playing again.

reality check, remy.

life is tough.

but, i like to play pretend

once in awhile. dream a little.

why take things so seriously?

seriously.

let`s go into war.

so i went to get a haircut. as i was

walking out to get dinner after the haircut, i

was "texting" adi.

and this was what went down(i literally

quote from that guy).

remy: shaved.

adi: woohoo! can`t wait to c it man!

remy: ha! i think i look DAMN old school.

adi: hahahaha cool shit man! haha fuk.

remy: i look like i just stepped out of the 60s.

adi: hahaha cb! can bcome lim kay tong liao! haha!

remy: ccb.

when i came home, the brother

was shocked and said i look like a

primary school kid.

but you know who i really look like?

the US soldiers.

frozen.

its like he just vanished.

disappeared.

gone.

i feel like i`m moving in slow motion.

and that everything around me

is moving so fast.

i`m like, stuck.

frozen in time.

i know everyone is hovering around me 

waiting for

me to do something or say something.

flipped out, yell or cry.

but i can`t. i don`t know how to do this.

i don`t know how to do this. i don`t

know who this person is.

how did this happen?

where is he?

even so, come what may

"never knew, i could feel like this

like i`ve never seen the sky before

want to vanish inside your kiss

every day i love you more and more

listen to my heart, can you hear it sings?

telling me to give you everything

seasons may change, winter to spring

but i love you, until the end of time"

feast for the eyes.

caught these trailers and i want

to watch them already!

"bent" is one of the reason why

i love triangles. its

just a three-sided shape but it

has so many fascinating meanings behind

it. ugh! i want to watch!

music, hippies and comedy. i love

the 60's! directed by

ang lee too!

not forgetting "little ashes"!

"paper heart" looks sweet. love the

way its filmed though.

i must say, this movie got me hooked

towards the end of the

trailer. it feels like a mix of everything.

very drama indeed.

and out came a surprise;

i was doing the dishes when i

noticed this.

its not perfect, but it still

looks like a heart.

i lied.

i`m so exhausted, with what`s on

my mind lately.

friends, spending the next 2

years in the army and,

you.

hating you is the most exhausting.

i don`t want to hate you anymore.

yes, i lied.

i`m not out of this relationship. i`m

in. i`m still in.

i`m so in this, its humiliating because here

i am, begging for you to come back

to me.

okay, so here it is.

your choice, simple.

stay or leave.

i`m sure i`m not the perfect guy to be

with but ellison,

i love you.

in a really, really big way.

you`re the one i want to wake up with,

and go to bed with.

and do everything in between with.

i love you, ellison.

so, come back...

hair.

i want to cut it.

shave it off.

i need to.

& its a full stop.

you didn`t come online. you

didn`t show.

i couldn`t get a chance to talk

to you about it and

i`m sure as hell you don`t

want to talk about it.

so i thought, maybe leaving

a message here is

good enough. just so we`re clear,

IT`S FREAKING OVER.

maybe, i did give up afterall.

who wouldn`t after hearing that your

boyfriend cheated on you?

even if its only a webcam jerk off.

and aaron, scary and 

damaged jeremy is back.

"don`t chase me, until you`re ready to catch me"

deeper conversation.

"Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
Now I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone take a portion of your heart?
Now I'm learning you

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I`ve let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

Deeper conversation with me  x3

Deeper conversation

Does ur name rhyme with mine..."

deeper conversation - yuna