MERRY XMAS!

the light drizzle and faint sunlight.

i like the weather now.
its so...
peaceful
and quiet.

kinda makes life sounds all "worthwhile" doesn`t it?

don`t worry.
i`m not gonna commit suicide or anything.

i`m just sitting in front of this screen,
pouring random thoughts out.

random how you asked?
i`m thinking when was the last time i cried.
that`s how random i am now.

oh and READ THIS!

a black new york messenger manhattan portage bag.
a boqueria demano bag.(available at The Lawn)
a pair of black unisex canvas high-cut chuck taylor.
fred perry polo tee.
a PS3.

and my boo boo (:

my wishlist for christmas.
anyone kind enough?

oh and a pack of viceroy menthol light cigs!
how can one spend the holidays without sticks?

all i want for christmas is you.

THE 1ST MONTH.

i`m so in love.
with.

grey`s anatomy.

awesome cast.
awesome plot.
awesome show.

manhattan portage bag.

the black new york messenger bag (1607)

sufjan stevens.

chicago`s such a beautiful song!


and...

my boo boo (:

I`M RECOVERED!!!


thanks for the concern people!

LOVE YALL!

sick.
still sick.
so sick.





and i have a MAJOR BREAKOUT.

SHOES.

guide me the right path.

"now its two o`clock.
the club is closed.
we`re up the block.
your hands on me; pressing hard against your jeans.
your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out.
you didn`t care to know who else may have been you before."




-lover i don`t have to love.

i look up the sky;
watch the planes go by.

all the best to you in Aussie.

i`ll miss you.

you said you love me for who i am.

so i don`t care if you don`t want me to smoke.
i don`t care if you don`t like my friends.
i don`t care about what you think about me.

i don`t care.

because this is me.



and me,

love the way you stare into space.
love the way you hiccup instead of burping.
love the way you pronounce some words.

and everytime we meet,
i felt something i cannot explain.
something i`ve never felt before.
something that makes me go wild.


is it love?




i don`t care.

but i know i`m falling.
very deep.
for you.

chew on this.






I AM BISEXUAL.

so?

did you feel it too?





because i know i did.

THE WONDERLAND.

oh man.
i`m so enjoying every moment of my hols.
lasalle definitely makes me appreciate hols ALOT.

and i`m gonna make full use of it.
(:

in fact, i just got back from von`s farewell chalet!
it was awesome.

the hair-raising ghost stories circulating around the table,
funny expressions from raye
and the trip to the haunted red house!(yet again.)

it seems like going to the red house is a must if you`re having a chalet at downtown east.
giam, its a blessing that you left early (:

anyways, i`m addicted to this livejournal chloe told me about.
and it contain some of the most GORGEOUS fashion photography!

like...

these.

refer to my links if you wanna see more.
oh and by the way, are these lomo?

enlighten me.
somebody.

to my lovely cousin jocie,

I HEART YOU.
((:



cheer up eh?

this one`s for you.
introducing...

FREJA BEHA!

hot eh?

hypocrite.

don`t come to me as some innocent crap when you stabbed me behind my back.
get to know your ABCs first before you even start bitching lahh.

YES YOU, NELSON.
you better be reading this.

oh shit.
i forgot you have difficulty reading,
and knowing your ABCs...

even when you`re in your 30s already.
FUCK OFF.

HOLLER!!
assessment`s finally over!
i can finally PARRTTTYY!!

i am so gonna get a tan,
exercise,
chill
and most importantly,
SHOP!!!

but damn.
everyone around me`s attached.
i need someone to go out with me!

FUCK COUPLES.

speaking of them,
do you know i`ve been hanging out alot lately with couples?
say on friday, right after my assessment,
i hanged out with fussy bitch and stenn.

and i got to meet...

fluffy the maltese.
she`s such a sweetheart.

and...

kody the schnauzer.
this one`s a terror.
he barks at children and is very racist.

then on saturday,
i hanged out with mong and yogi.

what the fuck?
they are both couples and lesbians some more!!

maybe its a sign from God.
maybe i should find a boyfriend.

hmm...

GOT MILK?

fucking tagboard.
had to get it changed because it screwed up.
its like it kenna virus or something.
cbox better be good (:

so i`ve been really busy with school work lately -as usual.
assessment week`s like in 2 weeks time and i`m barely finished with my work.
KILL ME.

guess i gotta work my ass off this 2 weeks.
so you guys prolly won`t see me blogging anytime soon.

alright.
let`s move on.

i`m sure you guys seen ads where celebrities had all these "milk moustaches" right?
yes.
the GOT MILK? ads.

i HEARTS them.
i think its very creative but yet simple and interesting.
and futhermore, it tells the public the importance of calcium.
(:

so many celebrities, movie stars and television stars had done the GOT MILK? ads.
but the ones that shocked me were...

the cirque du soleil sisters.
i didn`t know they`re THAT famous.

stone cold steve austin.
i thought he only drinks booze??

garfield.
what the....
even fictional characters?!

and andy roddick.
okae. i post him because he`s kinda cute.
hahahahah!

and the best of all GOT MILK? ads would be...
.
.
.
.
.

GOT MILK?
hahahahahahahahahah!!

drink up, peeps!

i got my hair cut.
by ah giam and von.








YES.
the pet groomers.
using pet grooming scissor.

the facade i put on every dawn,
hides me from the rest of the world.

but it wears off towards the night,
in a place where i`m all alone.

burnt cigarette butts lying motionless on my corridor,
"i`m tired", i told myself.

release that dark child within me i prayed,
for life is more than what it spells.

SPARKY`S OUTING!

zhen kept bugging me on friday to bring sparky out yesterday.
i wasn`t sure about that idea `cause we weren`t be able to go to alot of places if we bring her along and she`s shedding right now.
but she just keeps bugging me till i give in.
useless me :/

so yogi(zhen`s girlfriend) drove us to my mum`s place to pick up the princess.
because sparky`s shedding, i didn`t put her on my lap while we`re in the van.
so i placed her in a little corner with her towel.

that is zhen`s and my feet.

we went to look for the wire our lecturer told us to get but unfortunately, the shop was closed.
ugh. wasted trip.
so we only managed to get the pliers from the other shop.

after that, we headed to bugis for lunch.
we ate at this hawker somewhere around burlington square? centre? whatever :/
and yes, we brought sparky along.

she sat on my lap while i`m eating.
we put her in zhen`s bag and carried her around.

tell me, how many rabbits have you seen, without a cage and sitting quietly on her (HOT)owner`s lap in a hawker centre?
((:

so after lunch, we went to TCC at bugis junction for a drink.
the walk to bugis junction was so awkward.
after we parked the car, i didn`t want to put sparky in zhen`s bag because of her fur.
so i carried her, with her towel all the way there.

every single person i walked past, they go 'eh! rabbit!'
so paiseh!!
even the staff at TCC give me this weird look like 'why would someone bring a rabbit to bugis?'

we left TCC and decided to bring sparky home because there`s really nowhere left for us to go.
especially when you have a bunny with you.
and the moment i put her in the van, she lied flat on her tummy.

hahaha!
she`s so exhausted lahh!

then after we sent her home, the 3 of us when to catch THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA!!
its soooooo nice!!
the lines, the music and the clothing, it will make you scream for more.

i give it...
4 popcorns!

okae.
i suddenly didn`t have the mood to blog now.
but before i go, some VERY random photos!

mich and apple.

hot guy shairul ((:

and a photo i took in our school`s own gallery.


cheers!!

yes.
the HOT section is back.
and this time, its not only me.
i`ve actually went around and asked some of my friends who they think is hot.

so let`s get burning!

nat gave me a straight and direct answer and its...

jonathan rhys meyers.

yea, i think he`s not bad.
kinda like a bad boy.
oh and nat, i thought you would choose daniel vosovic.

monica gave me alot of choices on who she thinks is hot.
there`s jennifer aniston, brad pitt, jessica alba, ashton kutcher blah blah blah.
so i narrow down her choices to 2 of `em and they are:

nicole of the pussycat dolls.

okae. i don`t think she`s hot in this photo.
she looks a lil` slutty here.
but overall, not a bad choice.

and mischa barton.

mischa barton looks good to me SOMETIMES.
and i think rachel bilson`s better (:

mo chose her friend whom i`ve never met before.

justin.

okae. i took this photo from his friendster.
and justin, tag me if you want to remove your photo.
sorry to use it without your permission.

mich`s choice is...

piper perabo.

looks familiar?
she starred in coyote ugly and now in a lesbian movie showing in cinemas near you, imagine me & you.
no wonder you chose her... -winks.

chloe had unique choices.
there`s angelina jolie, freja beha, gemma ward and sasha pivovarova.

i didn`t include angelina `cause everyone knows she`s hot.
so i pick...

freja beha.

and gemma ward.

i prefer gemma.
i think she`s one of the hottest supermodel.
good choice chloe!

of course, some of my friends pick...




themselves.
pfft.
namely nigel, weizhen and apple.

nigel.

i didn`t include weizhen and apple`s photo because i blogged about them earlier.
go check out the post if you wanna see their photo.

oh and nigel thinks chen hui fen(singapore`s national netball player) is hot.
but the photo i have is too small to be posted.

and finally my turn.
and i chose...



supermodel natalia vodianova!!

i`m sure you guys seen her.
she`s the model for ck`s euphoria fragrance.
HOT RIGHT?!?! -drools.

i wanted to post a guy too.
but couldn`t think of any at the moment...



okae fine.
i kinda thought of myself.
but its a known fact to everyone already ((:
hahahahahahhahaha!

i`m so hot.
period.

i was browsing through trent`s blog when i came across this.

lance bass and reichen lemkuhl.

they are like so comfortable being photographed together now.
i kinda admire them actually.
like they are so open about their relationship to the public.

kudos to lance and reichen!

i`m back!
back from the chalet that is (:

it was so fun! but i`m sure it can be even better if we hadn`t had so much work with us and those losers who left so early.
YES. ANDREW AND JASON.

we didn`t take much photos either. boo.
i hate 3D.
period.

now i gotta think of presentation.
which sucks cause` i don`t do well speaking to the public.

alright!
off to do my work now.
GAH.

i finally bought the grey`s anatomy dvd!
for only $29.90!!
-much loves!

i`m enjoying every minute of the show.
can`t wait for season 2 release!

study break`s next week.
quite pointless cos` we still gotta go back on monday, tuesday and wednesday.
not only that, there`s drawings, research and 3D work to be done.

ahhhh...
stressed out.

talked about stress,
it kinda gotten over my head pretty bad.
all those late nights, eye bags, neverending workload and gallons of coffee kinda make me thin down a bit.

yeap, i lose my appetite.
well, not always. sometimes.

i need sleep.
i need to put on weight.
i miss sparky and my mum terribly.
and i definitely need a life.

i`m cool when you said it once.
i`m cool when you said it twice.



but if you keep going on and on,
don`t blame me when i burst my top.

you deserve it.
fuck off asshole/jerk/bastard/shit.

i want more bags!
i want more shoes!
i want more tees!
i want more money!

and i want skinny jeans!


skinny is the new black.

jason hugs pussy.

and he`s not dead yet.




told `ya i dare to blog about this (:

its 1:41am.
i`m fucking tired from a ball game just now with my mates.
AND i`m still blogging for the sake of you sick guys out there who kept pestering me to update.

see?
you guys ought to get down on your knees and say i`m good.
go on, you can kiss my feet (:

right, so i`ve been in lasalle for quite sometime now.
and i realised i haven`t post anything about my classmates =X
so here`s a lil` introduction about them:

mich and i.

she looks like one of my friend back in secondary school -ah meow- but they are of different worlds.
oh wait, you guys can`t see her face here anyways.
hahaha!

me, weizhen and apple.

weizhen`s my ONLY smoking buddy in class, which is perhaps why we`re closer.
cause` we bitch ALOT during smoking breaks. hahaha!
apple`s the one who laugh at my jokes the most and the LOUDEST.
thanks apple (:

jess.

she`s the first person i got to know in my class.
she said the word "probably" like "prob-ba-ba-ly".

chloe and i.

this girl`s damn funny.
i love it when she does the british accent.
you`re my bitch girl!

jason.

this guy stop his studies at the NTU and join lasalle to persue his dreams as a t-shirt designer.
daring move i would say.
oh and he met an accident last week when his bike buang.

okae, that was unnecessary.

andrew.

the tallest guy in class standing at 1.9m i think.
recently got a tattoo of his name done on his left inner arm.
which makes me so furious `cause i think its fugly =X

oooh!!
i`m done! i`m done!

man, you guys owe me treat.
i just make you famous.
hehe.

such an ugly post.
but i wanna sleep now.
-hugs smelly.

just got back from happy.

and i`m DAMN TIRED.



but i still gotta say to mich, nat and zid,

I`M SO SORRY!!

i promise we`ll go back some other time when there`s no function alright?

i`m really really busy with sketches, sketches and more sketches!
-grabs hair.
and i got so many things to share with you guys!

i promise that i`ll update my blog very soon.
(:

with photos too.


i wanna lay down on the grass patch.
and watch the clouds go by.

with you.

oo-ee-oo-ee...
i am tarzan from jungle,
you can be my friend.
oo-ee-oo-ee...
i am jane and i love to ride an elephant.

tutorial`s canceled this morning.
and we stood outside the classroom like some bunch of idiots.

fuck.

so we sat in the canteen and waited 3 hours for the next lesson.

internal drawing was fun today.
we talked about "the birds and the bees" and i for one, got to know the other gender more.
(say menses? hehe.)

the sexual mich wore her mum`s shades to school.
damn! some hip mum she got.
those shades are so cool!

see? told you. hot right?

i look so damn retro. the polo, the hair and the shades.
(:

after internal, we dragged ourselves under the super hot sun to kfc.
and it had gotta be the most hilarious lunch with my mates lahh!
we were like singing tarzan and jane and laughing like nobody`s business.

and apple, don`t.
don`t do maths in front of me.
don`t even think about maths when you`re with me.
i`ll strangle you!!
hehe.

okae okae.
i`d better stop now and start doing my work.
so many work, so little time!

I LOVE MY MUM.

to bits.
(:

there`s a change in my timetable!


and i hate it ):

thursday:
study research skills, 6pm - 7pm.

and i heard we have to go to the library.
to listen to some rules and regulations -_-"

what`s worst, there will be a test on this!

can someone remind me what am i doing in this school?

for those who wanna ask me out, which i know there will be ALOT of you (:

monday:
context tutorial, 9am - 10am.
drawing internal, 12pm - 3pm.
3d project, 5pm - 7pm.

tuesday:
3d project, 1pm - 3pm.

wednesday:
2d project, 9am - 1pm.
drawing external, 3pm to 6pm.

thursday:
workshop printmaking, 9am - 1pm.
study research skills, 4pm - 5.30pm.

friday:
personal/prof development, 9am - 10am.
context lecture, 11am - 12pm.

i`m hating monday, wednesday and thursday already.
boo ):

joys and i formed a new group called the sprouties.
hehe.
its for people who LOVES beansprouts(i`m sorry mo.)

may all sprouties unite!
(:

some photos i took at the botanical gardens yesterday.

its so hot, you can`t even see our eyes.

the fucking weather was scorching hot and we were told to sketch some shits.
and you guess it,

faith and i ended up strolling in the park with ciggies in our hands.
hahaha!

ORIENTATION SUCKS.

it sucks so bad that we left halfway.
hehe.

oh and we met mira and rajini there!

hi mira!
hi jini!

school`s starting and i`m not feeling a thing.
well, not exactly.

i`m kinda excited about it.
but the excitement kinda died down recently.
prolly `cause i haven`t got my timetable which, i`m supposed to get it last week.

oh oh!
nan created this southpark dude out of me.

haha.
man. that hair looks almost like mine.
and not forgetting a cig.

overall, i think it looks emo.
which is the last thing on earth i would wanna turn into :/
I AM NOT EMO!!


i`m impatient.
but i`m willing to wait.

for you; i will.

mini gatherings are so much fun.
imagine BIG ones.
((:

plan something BIG nica!
hehe.
yes, you!


question.
"tell me something people don`t know about you."

answer.
i pee sitting down in the morning.

-pokes pokes
greetings earthlings (:

i`m a star-baller from...


TRIBE UMEHMEH!
and i`m here for global domination!



kiss my ass watch out, TRIBE HAHA!

PS: tribe haha hates staring children.

RANDOM.

some of the many photos with me that i`ve yet to post.

FRANCE vs PORTUGAL.
1-0!

i won! i won!
20 bucks that is ((: