i`m feeling so random lately.
it simply shows that i`m pretty much living in a boring world. stay home, watch tv programmes, eat, work, smoke blah blah blah. its all about me, myself and i. EVERYTHING. even the latter. its probably one of the worst thing to have a smoke all alone. which is pretty much the reason why i don`t smoke when no one accompanies me.
i`m a poor shit without a life.
and speaking of no life, it reminded me of what giam said recently while reading my palm. she asked me if my friends treated me like a friend or just someone they know. in other words, am i popular within my circle of friends? it just struck me when she said that. and it struck me so hard that it kept me thinking.
and all i`ve got to say to this is...
i know i`m not the popular person within them. but i know that i`ve known some really great people who had helped me till today. it doesn`t matter if i`m popular or whether they "worship" me. it just matters to me that i know they still care about me, judging from the fact that some of them asked me out for dinner(yes mo!), meet up for some gatherings etc. and the fact that i`m living the low life right now its because they are all busy with their school work, they each have their new friends and the schedule they have. and if i`m in lasalle right now, i`ll probably be doing the same.
i`m not lying to myself when i said they each have their own business to put their nose into because i can see that all of `em are so busy with their work, they themselves didn`t have time for their partners, let alone friends. so i guess i`m not the only one living the low life right now. in fact, i`m happy i`ve got to enjoy this fucking boring life before skoo` starts ((:
the life of no mugging, no tests and no boring lectures.
yes, i like looking at the bright side.
call me Mr. Brightside.
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