it, shows.

i`m in this race.

i`m in this for the long

haul. i`m in this, to finish this race.

and i need you, to

finish this race with me,

because,

i`m in this.

operation 35mm.

i want the holga 135BC! i realized i

never own a camera that uses

35mm film!

okay, i know i shouldn`t be

spending anymore now since the economy

is bad, my bank account

is going through recession as well and

i ought to save for my

june trip. i have tons of reasons not

to buy anymore "junk".

BUT!

i can bring

it along for my june trip! and

shoot many nice

photos of him!

x/hibition 02

as promised, here are the photos

from the exhibition!

honestly, i`m not happy with my

set up. things didn`t

turn out the

way i imagined it to be. but, i`m

glad its over and it went,

not too bad i guess.

yes, that 1m tall frame is my work.

and its sitting in between me and my

dad`s room now.

you`ve got mail.

the worst letter you could receive

in your mailbox.

ENLISTMENT DATE: 14 SEPTEMBER.

damn.

over and out.

3 years of sketching and now,

its over. all for a piece

of paper they call diploma. i must

say, its been an incredible

3 years. i felt like

i was in the right place and in the right

time.

met some wonderfully

talented people, made a bunch of

awesome friends and i`m

glad to say, some even

turned out to be the best people i`ve

ever known.

so here`s to those that stood

by me and made these 3

years, a fucking awesome journey.

cheers!

ps/ aaron, you`ll make it. not as good as me but,

you`ll definitely make it.

drained, tired & so worn.

no, i`m not exhausted from preparing

for my exhibition

next monday. i`m just so sick

of what`s happening

at home.

he just doesn`t get it. he

expects everyone and

everything to revolve around him.

he can`t wait for that day

where he don`t have

to pay for my needs. he don`t

say it but he don`t have

to cause it is so freaking obvious.

when people asks me if i`m

excited about army, truth to be told,

part of me is excited

because then, the chances of me facing him

will be much lesser.

call me an unfilial son, call me

a spoilt child, call me whatever you want.

i don`t care.

you have no idea how tough is

it, to live under someone you are so close

to but yet, he don`t understand

and trust you at all.

i traced my fingers along your trails.

for you, goofy boy.

"I was lost in the lakes
And the shapes that your body makes
That your body makes, that your body makes, that your body makes

And the mountains said I could find you here
They whisper the snow and the leaves in my ear
I traced my finger along your trails
Your body was the map
I was lost in there

Floating over your rocky spine
The glaciers made you and now you're mine

Floating over your rocky spine

The glaciers made you and now you're mine

I was moving across your frozen veneer
The sky was dark
But you were clear
Could you feel my footsteps?
And would you shatter, would you shatter?
Would you?

Your soft fingers between my claws
Like purity against resolve
I could tell then there that we were formed from the clay
And came from the rocks for earth to display

They told me to be careful up there

Where the wind rose up there, in this rage through your hair

They told me to be careful up there

Where the wind rages through your hair"

-great lake swimmers, ongiara.

from the dirty scat boy.

right after i said it.

you came back. after 2

weeks of disappearance.

once again, you came

back.

and i found you again. this time, on

a design website.

"when it all seems so dark,

you turn the light back on".

time to roll.

set-up date for showcase: 20th april `09

exhibition date: 21st april `09 - 22nd april `09

can`t wait for exhibition! and there`s so

many stuff to be done!

i need to focus on this now. i`m

so close to getting

that piece of paper i can taste it.

i need, to focus on this now.

1 week, 1 day, 8 hours and 45 minutes ago.

that is how long ago,

we last chatted.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

to you.

(: