its new year`s eve! its new year`s eve!

as promised, let`s take a ride down memory lane of 2oo5 ((:

i don`t know about you guys, but 2oo5 had been a great year for me. firstly, i retook my Os. i know it didn`t sound great but hell i met lotsa marvellous peeps. so, many thanks especially to airell, rod, shirley, meiqi, beng, martin, stress, "mongolia" hong wei, radz, yazid and the rest of the penciltutor peeps*theres just too many of you lahh ((: you guys are greatly missed!!

and of course, my colleagues from pet safari!! woah woah woah. you guys are simply awesome. fel, thanks for all your golden teachings and taking care of me like your own. i`m deeply appreciated. von, those late night journey back home from plasma, jokes we shared and bumper`s accident, thank you!! haha. you`re just like a big sister to me!! xian, stop hitting me and i will be very grateful to you =X haha. nah. i think i prefer the xian i know. the one full of energy and loud laughter ;)) ai jin, yes i might not know you as long as all 3 of `em, but you`re the one that laughs at most of my damn bad jokes. i salute you!! haha.

then, the competition we trained for almost a year, ABC123!! tough times we've been through eh? but i know i brought back some great memories. from people whispering behind our backs saying we`re very rough, or rather, tough ((: to being chao ta-ed and getting 3rd place, MADNESS!! thank you guys for making all these possible!! we are truly a team. and i`m proud of it ((:

joys, alvin, chee, hx, sharon, meow, mic, pei, zhen, steph, mh and all of the 2e8s and 4e10s, though 2oo5 we didn`t spend as much time as before, you guys still remain dearly in my heart.

well, 2oo5 ain`t really perfect for me either. losing Shay was one of `em. i can vividly remember the day when i found him missing. it was a terror. i know you`re out there somewhere. come back. and besides this, thanks to the bloody mosquito, i got dengue. those eeky medicines, crazy injections, tongue-suffering food, i couldn`t wish for more than for you to be dead. revenge is sweet.

not forgetting, my mates Faith and Jane!! the reason why you guys are here at the bottom is that way before 2oo5, we met, we joked, we cried and we survived from each other till today!! what a 7 years it had been!! it wasn`t easy for a friendship to last till today. and i`m glad we did it AND i`m sure we WILL continue it for the rest of our lives AND i`m sure we WILL ((: my life ain`t complete without you girls. awww. this is for you girls:

We were strangers, starting out on a journey.
Never dreaming, what we`d have to go through.
Now here we are, i`m suddenly standing.
At the beginning with you.
-Richard Marx and Donna Lewis. "At The Beginning"

this will be our song ;))

my awesome cousins, aunts, uncles and gramps. a BIG THANK YOU to you all!! great people whom i can sit back and chat everything and anything under the sun.

lastly, my mum. you are the woman of my life and you will always be. besides teaching me how to walk, speak and write, you cleaned up all those shits i had created!! haha. and thanks to you, spenc, lyn and i are all fine man and woman now!! oh oh!! and i`m sure if sparky speaks, she will thank you too ((:

Lord, i thank you for blessing me with all these magnificent people i had met and for guiding me through all ups and downs. and i can truly say i`m very blessed.


everyone of you are bits of puzzles that made up my life.
it will never be completed without you all.

the time now is 2:03pm and its 29th Dec`05.

and in 3 days time, it will be 2006!! yes, and it WILL BE a good year next year. i`m sure. as i`ve confidence in what the Lord had planned for me ((: oh oh!! and i`ll be doing a reflection on the year 2005 here, in my blog, about the shits i had done and shout-outs to certain people. so keep a lookout, there might just be YOU in here ;))

and just when i was about to go get my lunch just now, the sky starts to pour. how nice. RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!! SHOO. I`M HUNGRY. that explains why i'm here blogging when i should be stuffing myself with food. and you guys must be thinking why don`t i bring an oombrella out to shelter this mooshroom head of mine right? well, we don`t have a single, and i mean not even a tiny bit of any oombrella at home. funky eh?(notice i replaced "u" with "oo")

*growls its just terrible to feel so hungry. like i would never ever wanna die of hunger. its just badd. oh wait, when is it even good to be dead? i mean like we`ll miss all the people we love blah blah blah. that`s why if i got the chance to see my future, i would just turn it down straight. its like i would be so afraid to see the day where i`ll miss everyone i know. its just scary.

i believe the Lord had reasons to bring anyone with Him.
for when there`s death, there will be compassion.
and i have no reason to blame Him.

vodka vodka vodka.
oh mann. i was so wasted yesterday. drank like God-knows how many glasses. and i ended up puking at the back alley. haha. here`s how i look after a few rounds of 5, 10, 15 with Faith;

she`s equally wasted lahh.
luck wasn`t on my side. kept losing to her so i ended up finishing well, almost the whole jug. SHEESH. but besides puking, i really enjoyed myself LOADS. from sitting inside the pub till lying on the back alley and being force to do the bloody M1 chicken dance. oh and a few guys even came out and pee pee at the back alley. one of `em even pee in front of me. gosh.

uh-huh. mama shouldn`t teach their kids to pee pee in public places.
especially when you`re a grown-up.

and for the first-time, i got the taste of being drunk. well, almost drunk. and its just badd lahh. not the kinda thing i would go for. its just awful. plain awful.

be the real you.
never be afraid to show your emotions.
smile like you mean it.

*sniffs.

oh darn. i'm so sick. my nose is filled with unstoppable, kept-dripping, yellow mucus. and my throat`s just equally sore. oh mann. gonna gulp down hundreds of litres of water. and i`m just hoping that i won`t have to suffer like this throughout this whole week. especially when x`mas just around the corner.

okae, i`m not in the mood to blog now. forgive me. i`m just so darn sick.

and to my great friends, if you really wanna cheer me up, buy me the crumpler bag i`m yearning so badly for. and that won`t be a x`mas gift. more like a get-well-soon kinda pressie ((:

filled me up with pressies.
quick quick!

in case you guys are wondering, this is a Dobermann. cool eh?

mann this is my dream dogg. its so cool, bigg, powerful and EVEN COOLER!! i'm so gonna get one of my own next time ((:

oh oh! and i'm gonna get a tatoo next year. no one's stopping me mann. i keep hearing stuffs like "its gonna be on you till you're a saggy old man." what the heck. like as if i don`t know that. DUH. and i couldn`t accept the misconception that having a tatoo means you`re a badd boy. i'm gonna prove it wrong ((:

so looking forward to my cousin's wedding later. oh and the time now is 3:38pm. darn blogger. the time on my previous posts are wrong. i couldn`t set the time cause` that darn date/time thingy at the bottom is gone. SHEESH.

and Faith, i'm going to the gathering lahh. it just doesn`t seem right if i`m not going ((:

damn.

i seriously can`t understand some humans. first, they're already 20+ coming 30, still acting pretty much, CHILDISH. then, they keep playing the same joke over and over again as if its really going to be so ever-funny. what`s worst, they themselves think its THAT funny. is it just me or are they really, CHILDISH?

SHEESH. i mean its ok to play the same joke ONCE IN AWHILE. but heyy, doing it often means IRRITATING. oh right, i forgot. they're SIMPLY too CHILDISH, or should i say IMMATURE to think about that. my boo.

now, in just 2 paragraphs, i actually used the word "CHILDISH" like 3 times. it just simply shows how much i couldn`t bear with people like that. i promise i shall be a good boy and not let these friggin` humans affect me ((:

for i could care less.
i know Lord will guide me through.
i know ((:

at last.

for 17 years of my life, i finally achieved something that outstands me from my mates(or rather, i attained Nirvana from the very start). yes, i'm THAT GREAT. oh. and i'm refering to GREED. or like what my mates call it, giam peng.

well, i'm still learning from my ever giam-pengish master, Alez, who attained the stage i'm in ever since he was born. SHEESH. he beat me flat and hands down mann.

Lord, please don't punish me for commiting the 5th sin. for i resist the temptations of queuing up with the typical kiasu Singaporeans yesterday for the free starbucks drink ((: oh but wait. this way, i had let down my master and my fellow giam peng friends, Jane and Faith.

*sighs. looks like i'm NOT THAT GREAT after all. shucks. its really tough to outstand my mates. especially when they're just so DARN GOOD.

in being giam peng that is ((:
oh i still love you guys.

my nano ((: loved.

take that Annabelle X:

faithy + remy = morons. undeniable.

faithy drooling.

it was awfully fun today. MADNESS. of course, i got myself a nano ((: yay. loved. thanks von for the voucher!! faithy got herself a purse from Esprit. janey still confused over to get Zen Neeon or not. it wasn't supposed to be a shopping trip today. but you know, when you got the money AND you're at a shopping mall with your mates AND theres BIGG discounts at almost every shop, how can you resist the temptations?!

ok. i promise to stop shopping from now till let's say X'mas. does that mean i don't have to get pressies for my mates?? hmm.*scratches my BIGG head. ya i guess so =X

i really wanna get pressies for you guys. i really do ((: